Life is something that I have never understood in the last 22 years since I came into existence…..whenever I try & understand it…the more it complicates….the most important part of life is what when you decide the things that are going to matter to you the most, the things you are going to care for, the people you are going to befriend…..it’s never easy to decide all these things very early… it takes a lot of time, I know. Whatever my life has given me till now…. It has made me understand one thing very clearly...Live your life for your own good… and till now I’ve always been doing that…. I had decided that I will just live my life my way….For my family and for me….
But god & life had some other plans for me…they didn’t want me to live it the way I was living…When I came to Aurangabad… I had just one thing in my mind…. Complete engineering and go home happily… just that…..and as I had decided, I just did that….till April 2009… that was the last month of my college life…. And I had lived it my way…there were many people whom I talked to, who became my friends but just friends nothing more than that….I also didn’t want them to be anything more than that…
Those few people who had been a part of my college life didn’t make their presence felt in a way more than others, I hardly felt or rarely got influenced by them in my life so as to remember them for the rest of my Life….But as I said earlier God & life had some other plans for me…..LET ME CORRECT WHAT I JUST WROTE!! GOD AND LIFE HAD THE MOST HAPPENING, UNFORGETTEBLE, AWESOME, PERFECT PLAN FOR ME….There were a few people crawling slowly, making their way gradually in my life and when they walked in the only thing that my heart said was, ”Is this what they call destiny?”… May be yes! Even if this is not the destiny but I am sure those crawlers are going to be the only people who will share their destiny with me and together it will become our Destiny. A moment rarely passes by now when I don’t utter their name or they are not thought of… they are always on my mind so much so that all the time my heart just says…”Friends”
I still think I haven’t spent a lot of time with them, I haven’t even been around them for I think it was only the last 4 years when got a chance to make the most beautiful time of my life….but may be by the feeling of losing them at the end of the fourth year, God made me realize my mistake of deciding to be selfish in my life…. Not literally selfish but by keeping me away from the angels who were always around me… and now that it’s time for me to go, I don’t wanna let go them… coz they are really what I’ve been trying to understand for the last 22 years…THEY ARE MY LIFE!
